"Ignorance is the true proof of wisdom. If you're smart, then how will you learn?"
That's it. I'm ending my life. I'm gonna shoot myself in the head. If someone won't kill me, I'll do it myself.
Why?
Because I did the most stupid thing of all time. I told a few of my classmates - namely Aizat, Iqmal and Fatin - about it. I am so dead. End of story.
Okay, emotional trip over. Now, what to talk about? Oh, yeah. Remember when I said that I'd describe Sophie in the second last post? Sorry, but I can't do it. I'm not much of a describer. In fact, I hate talking about myself. It makes me feel stupid.
I told my classmates that I liked a Form 1 (First formers or 13 year old to you Americans) just so that they'd shut up. Her name is Farah and if I had to choose her or Sophie, obviously Sophie would win. Hands down.
... I just realized my mistake of putting that up there, as my classmates know my blog URL. Stupid stupid idiot! (I'm saying that to myself, to those that don't know)
I guess I'm gonna start filling this post up with random junk now. For the public's general knowledge, she has three siblings. She's the second, the first one being Iman, the third one being Laila and the youngest being Amier. Actually, I have no idea why I'm telling you guys all of this. It'll either be used to my downfall or something like that.
But to those of you really interested in my love life (proof that you have no social life), let me just talk about that in this post. Feel free to post any advice and such in the comments section. Alrighty. Since Sophie is in my class, it kinda makes it hard to concentrate in class sometimes, not because of how I feel towards her, but because my so-called friends won't stop the teasing. I walk past her, I get teased. I walk around her, I get teased. I talk to her, I get teased. I don't talk to her,I get teased. What right can I do?!
Oh, girls, I need help in this matter. She's sending me a lot of mixed signals. I need to know if I'm interpreting them wrong, or if she likes me or not. I'm gonna put them down here, okay? These are all after I told her my feelings towards her. These "signs" are most probably all in my head.
Signs that she likes me
1) She's friendlier towards me.
2) She's more apologetic. When she does something wrong towards me, no matter how small, she'll apologize. Even if it's her friends that did it, she'd be the one to apologize.
3) She's being nicer towards me.
4) She takes her time to reply to my text messages.
5) When something happens that involves me, she'd notice.
6) She's usually the one that starts a conversation between us at class.
7) When we're in a group, she never forgets to greet me.
8) She's smiling more at me now.
9) She's hinting that she likes me. At least, I think they're hint(s). Example, when I asked her what she wanted for her birthday, she first said "anything". After I kept pestering, she said this. This is the actual text she sent me. "Erm... I noe! I tink u shud gimme sumtin yg show its u. So dat wen i look at dat ting i will rememba u! clever x? :D" Translated, it means "I know! You should give me something that will show that it's from you. So that when I look at it I will remember you! Clever, right? :D"
10) She'll suddenly notice me when I'm talking to other girls.
11) She instantly smiled as soon as she saw me when I was absent for the day (I went to a competition, and came back to school after it ended. That's how she saw me)
12) She smiles when I tease her.
13) She's asking me for advice. Something she's never done before.
14) When I say something, she stops what she's doing and listens to what I say. (The only exception is when she's talking to someone else and I'm not talking to her)
15) She usually leaves the class about 20 seconds right before I do. It's really creepy, to be frank.
16) Just because I asked her to, she's calling me by my first name.
17) She seemed even more disturbed than all my other friends when she heard that I was afraid of the dark and had imaginary friends. (Don't ask)
18) She notices new things (such as a haircut, new glasses) as soon as she sees me. Other people don't notice at once.
19) She's called me both hot and cool. (An oxymoron if I've ever heard one)
Signs that show that she doesn't like me
1) When I talk about relationships, she'll go distant.
2) When I talk about "love life" kinda things, she'll ignore me.
3) In a crowd, she avoids eye contact.
4) When I said that I liked another girl, she suddenly ignored me.
5) She rarely talks to me if I try to start a conversation.
6) She doesn't want to give me personal information.
7) She doesn't trust me.
8) She lets everyone but me call her "Soap". (Once again, don't ask)
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That's it. My friends say that's most likely she likes me back, but I'm not so sure. I mean, she even said that she doesn't like me. (Well, implied, anyway) Isn't that proof enough?
Anyhow, can you guys help me out here? Much obliged, thanks!
Till next time,
~Josh the Joshster~
P.S. If you're going to use the excuse that "she doesn't tell me that she likes me because she's too shy", or something like that, don't. It's a waste of your time because I'm not going to believe it. I've already told her that I love her, remember? There's nothing for her to be shy about.
That's it. I'm ending my life. I'm gonna shoot myself in the head. If someone won't kill me, I'll do it myself.
Why?
Because I did the most stupid thing of all time. I told a few of my classmates - namely Aizat, Iqmal and Fatin - about it. I am so dead. End of story.
Okay, emotional trip over. Now, what to talk about? Oh, yeah. Remember when I said that I'd describe Sophie in the second last post? Sorry, but I can't do it. I'm not much of a describer. In fact, I hate talking about myself. It makes me feel stupid.
I told my classmates that I liked a Form 1 (First formers or 13 year old to you Americans) just so that they'd shut up. Her name is Farah and if I had to choose her or Sophie, obviously Sophie would win. Hands down.
... I just realized my mistake of putting that up there, as my classmates know my blog URL. Stupid stupid idiot! (I'm saying that to myself, to those that don't know)
I guess I'm gonna start filling this post up with random junk now. For the public's general knowledge, she has three siblings. She's the second, the first one being Iman, the third one being Laila and the youngest being Amier. Actually, I have no idea why I'm telling you guys all of this. It'll either be used to my downfall or something like that.
But to those of you really interested in my love life (proof that you have no social life), let me just talk about that in this post. Feel free to post any advice and such in the comments section. Alrighty. Since Sophie is in my class, it kinda makes it hard to concentrate in class sometimes, not because of how I feel towards her, but because my so-called friends won't stop the teasing. I walk past her, I get teased. I walk around her, I get teased. I talk to her, I get teased. I don't talk to her,I get teased. What right can I do?!
Oh, girls, I need help in this matter. She's sending me a lot of mixed signals. I need to know if I'm interpreting them wrong, or if she likes me or not. I'm gonna put them down here, okay? These are all after I told her my feelings towards her. These "signs" are most probably all in my head.
Signs that she likes me
1) She's friendlier towards me.
2) She's more apologetic. When she does something wrong towards me, no matter how small, she'll apologize. Even if it's her friends that did it, she'd be the one to apologize.
3) She's being nicer towards me.
4) She takes her time to reply to my text messages.
5) When something happens that involves me, she'd notice.
6) She's usually the one that starts a conversation between us at class.
7) When we're in a group, she never forgets to greet me.
8) She's smiling more at me now.
9) She's hinting that she likes me. At least, I think they're hint(s). Example, when I asked her what she wanted for her birthday, she first said "anything". After I kept pestering, she said this. This is the actual text she sent me. "Erm... I noe! I tink u shud gimme sumtin yg show its u. So dat wen i look at dat ting i will rememba u! clever x? :D" Translated, it means "I know! You should give me something that will show that it's from you. So that when I look at it I will remember you! Clever, right? :D"
10) She'll suddenly notice me when I'm talking to other girls.
11) She instantly smiled as soon as she saw me when I was absent for the day (I went to a competition, and came back to school after it ended. That's how she saw me)
12) She smiles when I tease her.
13) She's asking me for advice. Something she's never done before.
14) When I say something, she stops what she's doing and listens to what I say. (The only exception is when she's talking to someone else and I'm not talking to her)
16) Just because I asked her to, she's calling me by my first name.
17) She seemed even more disturbed than all my other friends when she heard that I was afraid of the dark and had imaginary friends. (Don't ask)
18) She notices new things (such as a haircut, new glasses) as soon as she sees me. Other people don't notice at once.
19) She's called me both hot and cool. (An oxymoron if I've ever heard one)
Signs that show that she doesn't like me
1) When I talk about relationships, she'll go distant.
2) When I talk about "love life" kinda things, she'll ignore me.
3) In a crowd, she avoids eye contact.
4) When I said that I liked another girl, she suddenly ignored me.
5) She rarely talks to me if I try to start a conversation.
6) She doesn't want to give me personal information.
7) She doesn't trust me.
8) She lets everyone but me call her "Soap". (Once again, don't ask)
________________________________________________________
That's it. My friends say that's most likely she likes me back, but I'm not so sure. I mean, she even said that she doesn't like me. (Well, implied, anyway) Isn't that proof enough?
Anyhow, can you guys help me out here? Much obliged, thanks!
Till next time,
~Josh the Joshster~
P.S. If you're going to use the excuse that "she doesn't tell me that she likes me because she's too shy", or something like that, don't. It's a waste of your time because I'm not going to believe it. I've already told her that I love her, remember? There's nothing for her to be shy about.
2 comments:
personally, as your mother, i dont think she likes you :/ and i'm only saying this cuz i dnt wanna see you get hurt or anything. i mean, she sounds like she just wants to be friends. cuz its exactly like wt i would do if a guy tells me he likes me bt i dnt feel the same way.
Haha, knew it. Alright, thanks mum. At least it makes things easier for me. =]
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